Did You Marry Your Father?

 unfortunately be projected onto our partner.  What
Does this concept appear incestuous?  To theisn’t resolved from our history may rear its ugly
contrary, my message is for those individuals whohead and make itself known in our present
unintentionally find themselves in a partnership with aexperience.  We must see our parents for who they
mate whose qualities and character traits are similarare, with all of their faults and frailties, before we can
to their parent.  When couples are in conflict,grieve our losses, forgive our parents for being less
family-of-origin hot buttons must be explored as athan perfect and moving forward with our
means of ferreting out troubling dynamics.relationships. 
  
Most people are not aware, until a major conflictOften, an individual will “marry their parent.” in
emerges, that they have married a partner whosean attempt to fix that which was broken.  It is not
behavior mirrors the dysfunctional behavior of theiruncommon for a woman who has had an absent,
parent.  New awareness and understanding may leadself-medicating, and abusive father to gravitate
to the perplexing question, “Why in the worldtoward men with the same behaviors.  During
would I marry someone who is a representation ofchildhood, kids with a dysfunctional parent may carry
my father?  I never liked the man then, nor do Ian illusion that they can fix the parent by performing
now.  He was abusive, emotionally unavailable, andto please.  When their efforts at getting approval
continues to be a disturbing figure in my life.”fail, they intuitively internalize their anger, believing
 that they must have been unlovable.  This
It is not unusual for people to repeat negativeinterpretation carries into adulthood as the partner
patterns which have emerged from childhood.  Whytries once again to fix a mate who is a caricature of
is it that people tend to hang on, rather than let gothe father and is unfixable.  In order for our intimate
of their negative baggage from childhood?  Why is itrelationships to change, we must recognize that we
that a partner will play out the same self-defeatingmay have a faulty “selector.”  Our selection
behaviors in a relationship that trapped them as aprocess of a mate is based upon the illusions which
child?  The resolution of these questions iscrystallize during childhood.  Once we understand
fundamental to one’s personal growth andthat the messes of childhood were not created by
development.us, but rather our parents, we can then learn to love
 ourselves and grieve the fact that we were born
Individuals may either idealize or minimize the behaviorinto the wrong family. 
of a dysfunctional parent.  They may say, “My 
father had a bad childhood; he didn’t mean anyWe can’t fix anybody but ourselves.   It is not
harm; he did the best he could; I’ve learned toour responsibility to try to change others.  We must
move on.”  However, you know when peoplegrieve our family history, fight the urge to try to
have let go of the past, because they are able tochange others, and surround ourselves with people
experience the full impact of the dark side of awho are soothing, nurturing, and affirming.  We must
parent’s behavior.  Glossing over the negativebelieve that we deserve better from our relationships
side of behavioral patterns leaves us withoutand set limits for what we want and need from our
resolutions and vulnerable to perpetuating unfinishedpartnerships.  Only then will we have the capacity to
business in our current partnerships.  The pattern ofchoose a partnership based upon mutual respect,
self-defeating intergenerational behavior maylove and commitment.