Family Dynamics of Addiction and Recovery - How to "Let Go" to Regain Your Own Peace of Mind

What are you afraid of? Fear and anxiety are partget much cooperation.
and parcel of daily life with familial addiction. Fear is aWhile there seems to be a contradictory relationship
paintbrush that colors almost all aspects of family life.between "letting go" and empowerment, if you are
Some fears are easily recognizable in an addictedcompulsively trying to resolve the problems that do
family: "What if he gets arrested?" "When am I goingnot belong to you, you will not have the time and
to get the call in the middle of the night saying thatenergy to solve the problems that are your
she has died in a drunk driving wreck?" "I neverresponsibility. One of the things learned in the twelve
know when I write a check if there will be anystep recovery program for family members of
money in the bank to cover it." "He may decide thatalcoholics is that faith in a "power greater than
he wants to change careers again for the third timeyourself" helps to abolish the fear, while you are
this year."practicing "letting go" of others.
Family members experience a variety of fears living inThe actual mechanics of how to let go is somewhat
an addicted system. All kinds of survival roles andmore illusive. "Letting go" is not the same thing as
behaviors develop to attempt to minimize the fear,detachment with anger or "emotional cutoff." "Letting
anxiety, and general pain of not knowing what willgo with love" involves accepting the reality that you
happen next, and to deal with the dysfunctionactually don't have authority over others' feelings,
happening in the present. With so much turmoil goingdecisions, and behavior. It involves giving up
on, it is no surprise that family members feelresponsibility for others' business. Letting go allows
compelled to establish some kind of control.others the dignity to assume responsibility for their
The need for control becomes compulsive. The moreown lives. Giving up the illusion of control of others
the persistent attempts to recover or maintainempowers family members to decide how they can
control, the more the emotional discomfort increases,genuinely live their lives in the fullest way possible.
rather than decreases. When family members areFor a beginning effort to let go, first identify the
instructed to "let go of control", it usually initiallyways in the past, that you have tried to assert
makes no sense to them. If they don't have control,control over your significant other. Identify exactly
(or at least try to), who will?how those attempts have not worked over time,
They work extremely hard pursuing an illusion ofconsistently. Identify the negative consequences of
control. Every time they think that they have figuredthose efforts on your own life. To continue your
out something that will work to minimize the drinkingefforts in letting go, when you feel compelled to step
or the detrimental consequences of the drinking, itin, ask yourself, "Whose business is this?" If it's not
won't work the next time they attempt it. Theyyour business, stay out of it. If you answer yourself,
keep trying the same things over and over, not being"It is my business because his/her behavior affects
able to believe that letting go, would actually reduceme", then identify where your power and your
their emotional turmoil rather than increasing it.responsibilities lie. Then, take custody of your own
Letting go of the drive to manage others is a notionresponsibilities in the situation.
that may initially be incomprehensible. When you thinkHow do you know that you are letting go? You don't
about your previous attempts to stage-manage notspend your day worrying about what someone else
only the lives of your family members and the realis doing or not doing. You don't step in to solve
affect of your efforts, you can identify that yoursomeone else's problems, then feel compelled to sell
efforts do not work - with predictability andthe solution to them. You don't spend your energy
consistency.trying to determine out how you can take charge of
Attempts to remain in control of the details andyour own needs after you have used all your
events of one's life and environment are about tryingresources taking control of someone who should be
to manage anxiety and trying to solve problems. It istaking care of themselves. You find that you often
very difficult to solve the problems that belong tohave serenity even amidst the presence of life's ups
someone other than yourself. You typically will notand downs and problems.